Wants

Things I want to do

• Understand quantum mechanics
• Make a simulation of the universe
• Play music in front of people
• Make my own song
• Have a fulfilling job
• Talk to people anxiety free
• Help a lot of people
• Do cool lighting effects for shows
• Inspire a lot of people
• Have nice handwriting
• Find true love, or a definition of love that works for me
• Understand consciousness
• Do 10 handstand pushups
• Understand ADHD and Autism
• Understand myself
• Be able to communicate my ideas with people
  • -> Art?
• Understand emotions
• Have fun
• Relax
• Experience true acceptance
• Make a model of the mind
• Create a cool Zettelkasten
• Really, really, really love myself
• Learn to make informational videos and teach people things
• Collaborate with people
• Be able to teach people things
• World domination

The list is infinite. There’s an infinite amount of things I won’t be able to do.
They are not goals. When does one understand consciousness? I don’t know.
I have a lot of directions to go in.

To be continued..